Sa Aking Pagtanda January 9, 2009
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Sa aking pagtanda, unawain mo sana ako at pagpasensyahan. Kapag dala ng kalabuan ng mata ay nakabasag ako ng pinggan o nakatapon ng sabaw sa hapag kainan, huwag mo naman sana akong kagagalitan.
Maramdamin ang isang matanda. Nagse-self-pity ako sa tuwing sisigawan mo ko.
Kapag mahina na ang tenga ko at hindi ko maintindihan ang sinasabi mo, huwag mo naman sana akong sabihan ng “binge,” paki-ulit na lang ang sinabi mo o pakisulat na lang. Pasensya ka na, anak. Matanda na talaga ako.
Kapag mahina na ang tuhod ko, pagtiyagaan mo sana akong tulungang tumayo, katulad ng pag-aalalay ko sa iyo noong nag-aaral ka pa lamang lumakad.
Pagpasensyahan mo sana ako kung ako man ay nagiging makulit at paulit-ulit na parang sirang plaka. Basta pakinggan mo na lang ako. Huwag mo sana akong pagtawanan o pagsasawaang pakinggan.
Natatandaan mo anak noong bata ka pa? Kapag gusto mo ng lobo, paulit-ulit mo ‘yong sasabihin, maghapon kang mangungulit hangga’t hindi mo nakukuha ang gusto mo. Pinagtyagaan ko ang kakulitan mo.
Pagpasensyahan mo na rin sana ang aking amoy. Amoy matanda, amoy lupa.
Huwag mo sana akong piliting maligo. Mahina na ang katawan ko. Madaling magkasakit kapag nalamigan, huwag mo sana akong pandirihan. Natatandaan mo noong bata ka pa? Pinagtyagaan kitang habulin sa ilalim ng kama kapag ayaw mong maligo.
Pagpasensyahan mo sana kung madalas, ako’y masungit, dala na marahil ito na katandaan. Pagtanda mo, maiintindihan mo rin…
Kapag may konti kang panahon, magkwentuhan naman tayo, kahit sandali lang. Inip na ako sa bahay, maghapong nag-iisa. Walang kausap. Alam kong busy ka sa trabaho, subalit nais kong malaman mo na sabik na sabik na akong makakwentuhan ka, kahit alam kong hindi ka interesado sa mga kwento ko. Natatandaan mo anak, noong bata ka pa? Pinagtyagaan kong pakinggan at intindihin ang pautal-utal mong kwento tungkol sa iyong teddy bear.
At kapag dumating ang sandali na ako’y magkakasakit at maratay sa banig ng karamdaman, huwag mo sana akong pagsawaan alagaan. Pagpasensyahan mo na sana kung ako man ay maihi o madumi sa higaan, pagtyagaan mo sana akong alagaan sa mga sa mga huling sandali ng aking buhay. Tutal hindi na naman ako magtatagal. Kapag dumating ang sandali ng aking pagpanaw, hawakan mo sana ang aking kamay at bigyan mo ako ng lakas ng loob na harapin ang kamatayan. At huwag kang mag-alala, kapag kaharap ko na ang Diyos na lumikha, ibubulong ko sa kanya na pagpalain ka sana, dahil mapagmahal ka sa iyong ama’t ina…
Written by Rev. Fr. Ariel F. Robles
CWL Spiritual Director
St. Augustine Parish, Baliuag, Bulacan
A Teacher-Librarian November 18, 2008
Posted by nhet in Teacher-Librarian, WORK.Tags: LET 2008, Licensure Examination for Teachers 2008
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Once in a library orientation at Marikina Polytechnic College, Dr. Ilagan, a professor told me, Nhet why not teach? You have the potential! Do not waste your time in the four walls of the library, you will only get rotten and will later stagnate. Then I humbly reply, “I do not like to teach Ma’am. I can’t picture myself teaching inside the classroom. I prefer my solitary and silent world inside my library.” Then she told me, “think about it, MPC needs potential people to teach like you.”
I really couldn’t believe that one of my idols was talking to me that way. I can’t imagine that she saw the teaching potential in me that I am not aware of, I was only doing a library orientation.
Then, I started to reflect. What do I really want? What kind of career path will I make? I fervently prayed and then I decided to enroll Continuing Professional Education (CPE) at Marikina Polytechnic College. I felt the satisfaction and enjoyment with what I am doing (preparing to be a teacher).
After finishing CPE, I started to get ready for the Licensure Examination for Teachers (LET). Whew! I can’t believe that I have come long this far. I remember my Board for Librarian days. Toxic, information overloaded and nose bleed!
I told myself, if I will pass the LET, I will teach in part-time basis, I will practice this noble profession. Of course, I will always be the “Ma’am Smiley Librarian” (according to MPC students) serving the library.
I took the LET September 28, 2008. As the nature of any board exams, a tough, brain drain and nose bleed one. I remember calling almost all the saints including my late father especially in math subject (my waterloo). I must pass the LET or else I will vanish in shame. My family, circle of friends, at work, in school, local and in abroad knows that I’ll be taking the exam. What an additional pressure! Huhuhu
November 17, 2008, Monday, an ordinary flag ceremony became hyper, heart-pounding, body-shaking moment for me. I felt I had hyperhidrosis (excessive sweating) reading the text message of my LIS260 classmate, Jem. She told me I passed the LET!
I had mixed emotions. I want to shout, cry, and laugh. I want to embrace everybody. Another battle was conquered and I won the fight. I actually had my own world that time, a very bright, fulfilling and satisfying world. All day I was smiling and after work I bond with my inspiration, strength and guide, the Almighty Father.
This is what the Lord wants me to be. He wants me to show the “teaching potential” Dr. Ilagan once saw. He wants me to serve not only inside the library but in the classroom as well. He wants to use me to show how he move mountains and how he bless people.
I use to tell myself, IT IS YOUR DREAM THAT WILL SHAPE YOUR PRESENT ACTIONS. I dream, I work out on it and now it’s a reality! I am a teacher!
I owe this blessing to the Lord for always lighting my way towards this noble profession.
From the bottom of my heart, I am also thanking everybody for your prayers and support. God indeed send angels to give inspirational thoughts for my strength.
I will never forget this moment.
Thank you, thank you so much.
2008 Search for Outstanding City Library November 14, 2008
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The month of November was declared as the “Library and Information Services Month” by President Corazon C. Aquino under Proclamation No. 837 to focus public awareness to the invaluable service that libraries and information centers render.
This year, the National Commission for Culture and the Arts (NCCA), The National Library (TNL) and the Philippine Librarians Association, Inc. (PLAI) sponsored the celebration with the theme: Philippine Libraries and Librarians in the Midst of Global Competitiveness.
This month-long celebration started by launching the first ever Search for Outstanding City Library in Metro Manila.
According to Atty. Antonio M. Santos, Chairperson of the Search Committee, they invited 16 city libraries in Metro Manila. From 16, nine (9) responded to join the search. And finally after a painstaking evaluation and strict compliance with the criteria, the winner was declared.
November 3, 2008 was the much awaited day of all the candidates in the 2008 Search for Outstanding City Library. This day marked the announcement of who will own the crown for the Outstanding City Library in Metro Manila which was preceded by a successful motorcade from Quirino Grandstand to the National Library.
We were also proud to say that we led the motorcade via the Marikina Sound Truck playing the Marikina City Library Jingle.
The results of the search are as follows:
First Place: Pasig Discovery Centrum & Library Learning Resource Center w/95%
Second Place: Marikina City Library with 93%
Third Place: Quezon City Library with 86%
Fourth Place: Manila City Library with 80%
Fifth Place: Makati City Library with 73.5%
Sixth Place: Malabon City Library with 68.5%
Yes we won the second place! with only two points away from Pasig City Library.
A close fight indeed!
We were so proud and happy that our dedication to give a life-long learning and quality service to the library clientele was recognized. This award will be our additional inspiration to work and serve better.
We owe this to each and every staff and volunteers of the library and most especially to the utmost support our dearly beloved Mayor Ma. Lourdes C. Fernando.
Next year, we look forward to do more beneficial projects and we aim to get the First Place in the next year’s search.
Watch out for us!
Halloween 2008 November 3, 2008
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In celebration of the Halloween, the City Government of Marikina held the “TAYO NA SA DILIM: Halloween Parade and Costume Contest 2008” last Friday, October 31, 2008. The parade started from Marikina City Hall up to the Riverbanks Activity Center at around 6:00 p.m.
The activity was participated by private groups and all the departments of the Marikina City Government. There were fantasy, superheroes, gory, bloody, supernatural, sci-fi and scary categories. The prices for the best costume ranged from 2,000 to 10,000 pesos.
This was my first time to participate in a costume parade. I really enjoyed every moment of the event, from preparation till the end. There were many people who took a photo op with us and I feel like a celebrity that night. Hahahaha….
Picture-picture and posing-posing everywhere.
Special thanks to our face painter, Jaja for that awesome make-over with the library department. The make-up was excellent and we were able to scare many children and most really cannot recognize us.
Here are some of our pictures:
HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!! Awhooooooo…… ![]()
Trip na Trip September 26, 2008
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Our class in LIS 260 went on a fieldtrip at UP Los Baños, Laguna last September 13, 2008. This was a part of our learning experience to be able to appreciate how an open source web-based application is used at UP Open University (UPOU) in particular the Moodle.
I have to admit, I am super, very-very, to the max EXCITED!!! Try to imagine me waking up as early as 3:00 a.m. without having a good night sleep and arriving at the meeting place (UP Lib) around 4:30 a.m., only to discover later that we are scheduled to leave at 6:00 a.m. Hahaha!!!
For the first time I saw the UP Library to be dark, silent and creepy. I really can’t bare myself looking around the trees imagining that I would see a “white, floating, long-haired woman.” Yiiiiiih…. After an hour (5:30 a.m.), I finally saw my classmates coming one by one. Yehey!!!
Looking back, if we put together all the happenings within that day it was indeed a great experience like a fruit salad. Each and every ingredients composed the delicious and colorful endeavor. Although it’s hot and with a bit of hassles at first, we were able to explore UPLB happily and arrived home safe and sound.
This event really made the class closer with one another. I had the chance to talk with my other classmates whom I don’t usually talk to inside the classroom. It was a nice feeling that I was able to exchange laughter, jokes and smiles with them outside the campus. The kulitan and picture-picture moments gave more sparks in the trip.
Thanks to the following:
- Ms. Audrey and Mr. Larry for accommodating and touring us at UPOU.
- Prof. Primo for giving us an overview of the Moodle and how it plays an important role in the UP Open University.
- IRRI Cafeteria for the delicious and affordable breakfast.
- Kamayan sa Palaisdaan sa Bae for the sumptuous and super delicious lunch with the floating cottage effect and live “harana” band.
- To our Kuya drivers for the safe trip (with steaming aircon) Smile!!!
- To Melvin and Jem for organizing the tour and most especially;
- To Ma’am Sharon, without her UPLB trip will not materialize.
This fieldtrip really developed camaraderie and socialization among the class. This is something that I will treasure.
Mahalaga Magbasa August 19, 2008
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Sinasabing ang pagbasa ay mahalagang pundasyon ng edukasyon maliban sa pagsulat at pagbilang. Mula dito nalilinang ang ating abilidad sa pag-unawa ng mga nasusulat na kwento, kuro-kuro, balita, pangyayari atbp. Sa pagbasa rin umuusbong ang ating imahinasyon at natatanging idealismo. Natututunan din nating sumangayon o tumutol sa opinyon ng mga manunulat at makabuo ng sarili nating paninindigan. Masasabi kong malaki ang impluwensya ng hilig sa pagbasa sa ating likas na karunungan.
Sa aking pagsangguni sa iba’t-ibang aklat at reperensiya, nabuo ko ang sarili kong depinisyon ng pagbasa; Ito ay proseso ng pagtunghay, pag-unawa at pagkuha ng ideya, kaisipan o mensahe ng may-akda sa babasahing kanyang isinulat at upang mabigkas nang pasalita ang mga ito. Nakapaloob din sa pagbasa ang pakikipagtalastasan tulad ng pakikinig, pagsasalita, at pagsulat.
Narito ang ilan sa kahalagahan ng pagbasa:
Magkaroon ng impormasyon;
Makapag-isip nang malalim tungkol sa pansariling ideya at karanasan;
Malaman ang ideya at karanasan ng iba;
Makasiguro sa sariling paniniwala;
Makatuklas ng karunungan sa iba’t ibang larangan;
Makakuha ng mabuting aral na gabay sa buhay;
Magtamo ng kasiyahan at magamit ng makabuluhan ang oras;
Malaman ang makabagong kaalaman, halimbawa sa larangang panteknolohiya;
Mahasa ang kaisipan at;
Masuri ang imahinasyon.
Ang pagbasa ay bahagi na ng ating pangaraw-araw na pamumuhay. Bawat sulok, bawat lugar, may titik, numero at salita. Sa laki ng papel na ginagampanan nito, nararapat lang na ito ay pagtibayin at paunlarin.
Bigyan natin ng panahon at halaga ang paglago ng ating kakayahan sa pagbasa. Sinasabing sa pagbabasa nagsisimulang makarating sa iba’t-ibang lugar, makakilala ng magiting na personalidad at makapaglalakbay sa iba’t ibang panahon. Ang pagbabasa ay hindi ordinaryong kakayahan, ito ay pangangailangan tulad ng pagkain na nagtatanggal ng uhaw at gutom sa kaisipan.
Busugin ang kaisipan, Halina’t Magbasa, Bagong Kaalaman ay tuklasin na!
Sa pagbabasa MALALAMAN mo ang nakaraan, MAIINTINDIHAN ang kasalukuyan, at MAKIKITA ang kinabukasan.
Web-based Information Retrieval Systems August 8, 2008
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Looking back many years ago, library’s information retrieval systems has evolved and improved dramatically. From the traditional type like catalog and indexes, here we are with the fast and reliable computers. This technology in the library makes the searching easy and fast.
Classical information retrieval is text retrieval kind of IR. These are usually the library patrons and more on recall based searching. You usually need bunch of references in a particular topic and could possibly offer one correct answer and small or limited pieces of information only.
However, in the Web information retrieval we are searching more using different task and with high precision. No more exhausted searching. Web-based searching is a magic to everyone. It is available anywhere and anytime and with unlimited searching. it has a great impact to everyone and has help the world of business, entertainment, academic etc.
Web-based information retrieval in the library contributes to fast delivery of information to the users.
Personally, I enjoyed searching using the web but it doesn’t necessarily mean that I will forget the books which are more reliable. I may say that web-based searching is an additional reference but we should not be dependent on it because not all information found in it is 100% reliable.
Looking at the overall picture, web-based searching is more challenging, easier and faster compared to the traditional one but at some aspects books and printed materials are more dependable in a research.
Online and Digital Media in the Library July 25, 2008
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Digital media refers to electronic media that works on digital code. It is also defined as the creative convergence of digital arts, science, communication, social interaction, education, technology and business for human expression. Examples of digital media are cellphones, compact disc, digital video, digital television, internet, World Wide Web, video games etc.
Through the WWW, various and overflowing information emerged in different forms like audio, video, 3D presentation, animations etc. Access of information becomes more interesting and creative for the researchers. With the information explosion, most libraries started to equip their services and think of ways to meet the present demand. The Digital media opened the door for the digitization in the library.
A good example was a project called National Digital Information Infrastructure and Preservation Program (NDIIPP) in the Library of Congress for the collection and preservation of digital information. To lead this effort, the congress passed the Public Law 106-554 which is a special legislation appropriating $100 million to the Library of Congress with the goal of developing a national strategy to collect, archive and preserve the growing amounts of digital content, especially materials that are created only in digital formats.
With the help of their partners from different organizations, they have come up with the following goals:
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Identify and collect at-risk born-digital content.
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Build and support national network of partners working together to preserve digital content.
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Develop and use technical tools and services for preservation.
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Encourage public policy to support digital preservation.
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Show why digital preservation is important for everyone.
Apropos to this technology, the need for digital media management system arises and becomes very useful for big organizations handling large chunk of digital data. Since media needs to be stored, indexed and managed having good digital media management software will help in archiving, retrieving, tracking and manipulating the digital data. It is a matter of choosing appropriate software that fits your requirement.
Having a digital library is having a network of multimedia system giving the clienteles fingertip access. The following are the ADVANTAGES of the Digital Library:
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NO PHYSICAL BOUNDARY- users need not to go the library physically.
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ROUND THE CLOCK AVAILABILITY- can be accessed at any time.
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MULTIPLE ACCESSES- same resources can be used at the same time by a number of users.
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STRUCTURED APPROACH- provides access to much richer content in a more structured manner.
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INFORMATION RETRIEVAL- able to search term, word or phrase of the entire collection.
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PRESERVATION AND CONSERVATION- exact copy of the original can be made any number of times without any degradation in quality.
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SPACE- has the potential to store much more information and requires very little physical space.
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NETWORKING- provides the link to any other resources.
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COST- maintaining a digital library is much lower than traditional library.
Putting up a digital library is not always favorable and rewarding. Aside from the computer viruses, lack of standardization for digitized information, health hazard nature of the radiation from the monitor etc. here are some DISADVANTAGES:
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COPYRIGHT- digitization violates the copyright law since the content can be freely transferred without the knowledge of the author. The challenge is to how a digital library distributes information while protecting the copyright of the author.
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SPEED OF ACCESS- the speed of access decreases as more and more computer gets connected to the internet.
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INITIAL COST IS HIGH- the infrastructure cost like hardware, software, leasing communication circuit is relatively high.
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BAND WIDTH- there is a need for a high band for transfer of multimedia resources but the band width is decreasing due to its over utilization.
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EFFICIENCY- finding the right material becomes difficult due to large volume of digital information.
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ENVIRONMENT- many people find reading printed material easier than reading on the computer screen.
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PRESERVATION- due to technological developments, digital library can rapidly become out-of-date.
With the aforementioned positive and negative aspects of digital media in the library, I have reflected that we should take the challenge and be open to this technology. Like in business, we should meet the present demands of our customers to be effective. They are the blood and the reason for our existence. Digital media makes the searching easier and more accessible to the researchers that leads to customer satisfaction. It brings us closer to the world and it widens everybody’s horizon in researching in just a few clicks. It is really a great technology to maintain.
Through this, the role of the librarian becomes more challenging in terms of packaging and repackaging of information, for electronic publishing, for reference purpose etc.
At Marikina City Library, we have Computer Section where users may avail 30 minutes of Internet searching for free. This section is strictly for “online researching” only and is really in demand and always occupied. Sites like friendster, youtube, etc. are not allowed to be opened here. Aside from the fact that they may enjoy it for free, users find online researching fast and easy rather than going to the card catalog, get the call number, go to the selves, scan and browse the content etc. Yes, we also encounter problems like viruses invading the computer unit, overloading of some AVR, malfunctioning hardware etc. but we have Management Information System (MIS) department to maintain and troubleshoot these problems.
We are also working out on purchasing ten more computers to meet the growing demand for Internet searching and have prepared for making the library a Wi-Fi zone so that researchers may bring their laptop and do the searching in their respective tables.
On the other hand, traditional library should be maintained because other clienteles prefer printed materials right before their eyes or they are not versed or comfortable with digital media. We should make sure that we meet their needs as well. In addition, printed materials are also useful especially when there is no internet connection or when it is brownout.
For me, the library should pursue digitization and have this technology but NOT totally to replace the traditional library.
References: http://digitalpreservation.gov/library, http://liswiki.org/wiki/Digital_library
IN SEARCH OF SEARCHING STRATEGIES July 18, 2008
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We were required to attend as per instruction of our professor in LIS 260, Ma’am Sharon a forum entitled “Strategies of Effective Searching of Information” last July 16, 2008. The rain was continuously pouring at that time due to typhoon Helen but it never hinders us to attend the much awaited forum.
I am fortunate that the City Government of Marikina shouldered the forum expenses amounting 200 pesos each participants. I am with my two (2) officemates and we are on official business.
I am so excited and set a very high expectation in the forum. The topic is very timely for my LIS 260 and for my profession. I also assumed that aside from the usual searching technologies that I know, I will add something advance in my list thru this forum.
Summing up the event, I came up with the following comments:
- The speaker just read her PowerPoint presentations and was not able to explain the content thoroughly.
- The transition in each slide was too fast. Therefore, important details were not given emphasis and clarifications like the Information Literacy Program, Web Harvesting, EBSCO, Pathfinder etc.
- The questions raised by the participants were not answered by the speaker satisfactorily instead, she diverts her answers in other issues and connects it to the raised concern.
- The forum was not able to attain their stated objectives which are as follows:
- To learn the new techniques in searching information.
- To know the research tools in searching information. For me, no NEW techniques and tools were presented and it was not explained well to the participants.
- It seems like the speaker was in hurry to finish her presentation and it was obvious that she was not prepared for the forum. Even the PowerPoint presentation was not that impressive. She even included her son’s photo commenting “anak ko yan, gwapo no? which is not necessary in this formal event.
- No kit or handouts were given instead, she offered a CD copy of her presentation with additional 50 pesos payment and making side comments like “di naman kami katulad ng PAARL na maraming pondo.” Business? We were supposed to get that copy for free because we already paid 200 pesos.
- Lack of certificates. Unfortunately, I am one of those who were not given the (low cost or xeroxed) certificate which is needed as our attachment and proof for attending the forum. They told us that they will email our certificates later. Well, there was lack of coordination between the organizers to reproduce additional certificates since the anticipated number of participants increased.
- No evaluation sheet or feedback form was given for our comments and suggestions. This will indeed help them to improve next time.
This was actually my very first time to attend a seminar displeased and disappointed because I cannot extract anything new and updated on the content. The 200 pesos payment for two-hour forum (which is actually reading of slides only), with children snacks and photocopied certificate is for me too much or expensive.
My 200 pesos would have bought eight kilos of rice where I could enjoy eating with my family for two days or my allowance for one day or 10 hours internet surfing in a computer rental shop.
Maybe because I expected too much and it was not achieved, it was really not worth the pay. I am sure that I am not the only one feeling this. There are others who came a long way outside Manila leaving their loaded work, filing a leave of absence, ignoring the heavy rain, having a long trip and paying the expensive fare, I am luckier!
The title should have been BASIC Strategies in Information Searching. Their title and objectives were really deceiving to the real content being presented.
Eyeing on their objectives, “to learn NEW techniques in searching information” was really interesting. Sadly, I may say that they fail to meet their own objectives. I should suggest that the speaker of this topic must be a Librarian 2.0 or someone more expert in this field. The speaker must also be equipped and capable of answering the participants’ queries.
After the forum, I told myself I should have spent my day at the UP Registrar’s office for my campus I.D or should have cataloged many books or have uploaded my new reading assignment. Sorry to say, but I really wasted my time in the said activity.
Our ordinary class with Ma’am Sharon and recently with Sir Robert was incomparable with this forum.
But looking at the experience positively, I learned the following:
As organizers we should:
- Invite a speaker expert in the subject matter.
- Give a clear title to the forum.
- Make sure the “fee” you are to give suits the type and quality of the forum that you will have.
- Make sure that all the participants will get certificates after the forum.
- Ensure that the participants will learn something new and will look forward for another forum.
As a speaker:
- Make sure you can meet the participants’ expectations base on your profile.
- Prepare a very nice and interesting presentation.
- You must have mastery on the subject matter you are to discuss.
- Know your participants for you to know the level of your presentation.
- Avoid too much side comments when delivering your presentation. It makes some of the participants irritated.
Sorry I’m a bad girl :)













